My Apology to Me

I hope it's not too late to say sorry
I owe an apology to the person that I've hurt the most
The one that has always been there, the one that truly cares about me
I didn't know how to embrace you, so I pushed you away instead
For that, I hope it's not too late to say sorry

You gave me my space, and let me figure it out on my own
But I've realized I've grown weak instead of strong
You went away, but because you love me you really never left
For turning my back, for shutting down, for building this wall
I hope it's not too late to say sorry

I expected you to hear my goals and aspirations, but laughed as you told me yours
I wanted you to hold my hand as I chased my dreams, but held you back from turning yours into reality
When you wanted to make me better, my ignorance wouldn’t let you
All that you've ever done was to make me better, and I realize that now that you're gone today
For that, I hope it's not too late to say sorry